Punk!England x Reader (-ish)

Punk!England x Reader



"Broken Hearts, Torn Up Letters And The Story Of A Lonely Girl"
by Lostprophets
SONGFIC


Broken hearts and torn up letters
Girl you just can't dance forever
If you want to make it better...

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I don't ever want to stop. I don't want this dance to end...

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Her hands are in her pockets
And she's scared to look
The picture's frozen
And she's closed the book
Jealousy has only got one friend
And Joey's heart was never meant to mend
Walking faster now she holds him close
The timing matters just to take the dose
Empty pockets tell the stories..

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There she goes down the hallway. She fakes a smile to everyone she passes. Two weeks ago she was the happiest girl I had ever seen. Always with him.
Always smiling. He left her. Left her for somebody else. Now she's broken. She won't go near him. She's too scared to look. Everywhere she goes she sees him.
She still carries a picture of her and him when they were together. She always holds it close. I'm sure it's her only thing she care about anymore.

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And there's no destiny when everyone's your enemy
Take your jealous heart and cast it into stone
You'll regret it all
Living behind your wall
And you'll never fall in love
If you don't fall at all

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Jealousy surrounds me. All I see is her and him on every face. I'll lock myself away. Away from the world. I don't ever want to be hurt again. I want to
be alone. I'm not going to risk it.

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Broken hearts and torn up letters
Girl you just can't dance forever
If you want to make it better...

~~~

She's still spinning. Spinning on that dance floor. In his arms. I walked up to him.

"Why?"

He just stared at me blankly surrounded by his popular friends. I was wearing my headphones around my neck, my old torn up jeans and my Union Jack T-shirt.
At this point my eyes were blazing.

"How could you do this to her!?" I grabbed his collar. He stared at me in confusion and then smirked.

"What is to you? I can do what I want. I don't need to tell you any reasoning for what I do," he said continuing to smirk as my grip fell off of his collar.
He ripped his shirt out of my grasp. I looked down in shock. I turned around to leave.

Then, I heard his new girl say "What a loser! She had what was coming to her" and HE just laughed. I turned back around. My fist tightly wound and swung.
I hit him right in the face. It stung but felt good.

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The nights are getting darker
And the wind is cold
The summer sun
Has now become so old
Her closest friends
Were never meant to fade
With all these dreams
That didn't make the grade
Close the doors but never look inside
Time will tell if all your love has died
Empty pockets tell the stories...

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I give up. Nothing is worth it. I'll never be like I was. I'm broken. I had so many friends... but they've all given up on me.
I was an all A student but now I don't care. I dreamed of being something great but what does it matter? I'm closing the doors.

But wait there's still someone there trying to kick their foot in the door...

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And there's no destiny when everyone's your enemy
Take your jealous heart and cast it into stone
You'll regret it all
Living behind your wall
And you'll never fall in love
If you don't risk it all

~~~

I was walking down the hallway. Frustrated and angry. She was so pure...

I turned the corner and saw her walking away. I gasped and my eyes widened. I ran up to her and grasped both of her shoulders firmly and twirled her around.

"A-Arthur?!" she said. I noticed her puffy eyes. I didn't say anything in return I just hugged her.

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Broken hearts and torn up letters
Girl you just can't dance forever
If you want to make it better

~~~

It was Arthur? He's the one trying to get inside my mental barrier? I don't want to dance forever!

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Broken hearts and torn up letters
Girl you just can't dance forever
If you want to make it better
Times like these won't last forever...

~~~

"Things will get better. I promise you," I whispered as I released my hold on her. Her knees buckled and I grabbed her quickly.
She grabbed the back of my shirt and sobbed onto my shoulder. I held her close and tried to comfort her in the empty hallway.

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Close the doors but never look inside
Time will tell if all your love has died
Empty pockets tell the stories...

~~~

I'm curious now. What is behind this door that someone is so desperately wanting to get through? Empty?

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And there's no destiny when everyone's your enemy
Take your jealous heart and cast it into stone
You'll regret it all
Living behind your wall
And you'll never fall in love
If you don't fall at all

~~~

"It'll be all right. I promise you." She looked up at me with her glowing eyes. It looked like the weight of the world was lifted off of her shoulders.

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You'll regret it all
(Broken hearts and torn up letters)
Living behind your wall
(Girl you just can't dance forever)
And you'll never fall in love if you don't risk it all
(If you want to make it better...)

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I opened the door and there he stood. Arthur. My savior. I smiled at him and he smiled back, panting. He saved me from myself.

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Broken hearts and torn up letters
Girl you just can't dance forever
If you want to make it better
Times like these won't last forever...

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I won't ever let her be hurt again...